sordidness
Definitions
The quality of being morally ignoble or dishonorable.
The state of being dirty, squalid, or wretched.
Examples
The detective was deeply unsettled by the sordidness of the crime scene hidden behind the mansion's elegant facade.
He tried to distance himself from the sordidness of his past, but the memories continued to haunt his every waking moment.
Synonyms
squalor filth meanness baseness sleaziness corruption vile nature